okayy ! where to start ? emm . let us start with the boy that really annoying me right now . it is been a week i did not text him . because there was a complict between us . but , this morning , i was surprised that he was texting me . unfortunately , my number phone did not have any credit because i am lazy to go to shop for top up . haha :D he text me around 8 but i was sleeping on that time . so , i just reply his text one hour after that . then , i asked him to help me to get a top up . and he was helping me . thanks dear ! so , i just text with him until 3.00 p.m i guessed . next , around 7.00 p.m , i text him again . and three hour after texting , he said that he did not like to text with short message . OMG ! i think your text were short than me . huh ! what the hell on earth are you ? it was a lucky because i really respecting you . if not , i will say some bad words to you . just said if you were bored texting with me . i can accept it . **** you damn much laa ! FYI , i do not have a topic to text with you lolz ! that is why my text were short than before this . because before this , there was something special between us . but now , it is just a memory . i want to make a confession . i miss you ! but , i have already accept you as my friend . not more than that . even though , i had already fall in love with you . but , i am already let the feeling go . but , why you came back ? WHY ?! can you just get out from my life ?

just enough to talk about him that i will never mention his name . now , i would like to talk about my ex . the reason that i can not accept him again is i was tired being fooled by him . but , when i can not accept him again , he ran from house . after three days , he back . and he had found my replacement . but , it just only a few days because he said that he still can not forget me . huh ! what are the specialty of me ? i am just an ordinary girl who have many problem in my mind . just now , he text me . he said he want go and ask for my forgiveness . hear this . i had already forgive you . but , i can not accept you again . let me be honest with you . i love you but i am not fall in love with you . there were three guys that i really love . but , sorry ! because you are not in the list . i can not love you more . so sorry if i had hurt your feeling . i am already let you go , so , just go . start your new life with other . i will not disturb you and please , do not disturb me . i am happy with what i have right now . just GO from my life . do not ever to come back .

ya allah ! i am really tired with all of your test . and why it must be LOVE ? i know , the more test given by You , the more You love him or her . but , i can not go through this . i am really tired . but , i will try slowly and hope You will give me some light to go on with this . thanks Allah !

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